September - Daughtry
Daughtry has been one of my favourite band, doubtlessly producing very good songs until today.
I am quoting a few verses from this song which I find meaningful and reflects on my life.
"The years go by and time just seem to fly, but the memories remain."
As I was driving through town, I passed by the places we used to be at together. The tuition centres, the recreational park, the shopping mall, the pet shop, the restaurants and so many more even to be mentioned. It all seemed so real to me, so real that it shattered my heart into pieces when I came to my realization that there ain't gonna be any turning backs.
Ahh, do you know the necklace we got for each other? I've been wearing it for years. And do you remember how I cried when I thought I lost it the other time? It all meant so much to me. Not that it bothers me, I just wonder if you even wear it at all. Haha
& the mini photo album you gave me for my 16th b'day. The first photo we took together, grabbing hold of each other's hands, about 4 years back? I even wonder to myself if your hands would still feel that tender as how it felt before? Damn, I know all I portray of myself at this moment is nothing but insanity, stupidity. I can't help myself from thinking when the memories came flashing back.
"In the middle of September we'd still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now on how things could've been
It was worth it in the end"
For all the times I didn't want to give up on us. For all the times being so stubborn and hardheaded for wanting to work things out between us, I did so many other stupid things, not to be mentioned. And for all the times, I kept questioned myself if it would be worth it in the end. As it seemed now, perhaps it isn't? However, not being pessimistic, it was worth it. It really was.
Daughtry has been one of my favourite band, doubtlessly producing very good songs until today.
I am quoting a few verses from this song which I find meaningful and reflects on my life.
"The years go by and time just seem to fly, but the memories remain."
As I was driving through town, I passed by the places we used to be at together. The tuition centres, the recreational park, the shopping mall, the pet shop, the restaurants and so many more even to be mentioned. It all seemed so real to me, so real that it shattered my heart into pieces when I came to my realization that there ain't gonna be any turning backs.
Ahh, do you know the necklace we got for each other? I've been wearing it for years. And do you remember how I cried when I thought I lost it the other time? It all meant so much to me. Not that it bothers me, I just wonder if you even wear it at all. Haha
& the mini photo album you gave me for my 16th b'day. The first photo we took together, grabbing hold of each other's hands, about 4 years back? I even wonder to myself if your hands would still feel that tender as how it felt before? Damn, I know all I portray of myself at this moment is nothing but insanity, stupidity. I can't help myself from thinking when the memories came flashing back.
"In the middle of September we'd still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now on how things could've been
It was worth it in the end"
For all the times I didn't want to give up on us. For all the times being so stubborn and hardheaded for wanting to work things out between us, I did so many other stupid things, not to be mentioned. And for all the times, I kept questioned myself if it would be worth it in the end. As it seemed now, perhaps it isn't? However, not being pessimistic, it was worth it. It really was.
After all the heartbreaks, all the tears we shed upon each other, all the shouting that has been going on, all the tantrums thrown, all the lies we put on each other's backs and all the shit we have gone through together, we still have the scene of the rainbow to keep.
It hurted, the same way it did for you. But subsequently, I think it really taught us alot. There isn't anything to lose but everything to gain. Though I may not be able to get over the moments at times, there shall be one day that I'd be able to carry on walking forward and look back at these memories we had & smile to every bit of it.
You shall always live in my memory and be an inspiration to my life.
It hurted, the same way it did for you. But subsequently, I think it really taught us alot. There isn't anything to lose but everything to gain. Though I may not be able to get over the moments at times, there shall be one day that I'd be able to carry on walking forward and look back at these memories we had & smile to every bit of it.
You shall always live in my memory and be an inspiration to my life.
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