The memories can never be erased.

September - Daughtry

Daughtry has been one of my favourite band, doubtlessly producing very good songs until today.
I am quoting a few verses from this song which I find meaningful and reflects on my life.

"The years go by and time just seem to fly, but the memories remain."

As I was driving through town, I passed by the places we used to be at together. The tuition centres, the recreational park, the shopping mall, the pet shop, the restaurants and so many more even to be mentioned. It all seemed so real to me, so real that it shattered my heart into pieces when I came to my realization that there ain't gonna be any turning backs.

Ahh, do you know the necklace we got for each other? I've been wearing it for years. And do you remember how I cried when I thought I lost it the other time? It all meant so much to me. Not that it bothers me, I just wonder if you even wear it at all. Haha

& the mini photo album you gave me for my 16th b'day. The first photo we took together, grabbing hold of each other's hands, about 4 years back? I even wonder to myself if your hands would still feel that tender as how it felt before? Damn, I know all I portray of myself at this moment is nothing but insanity, stupidity. I can't help myself from thinking when the memories came flashing back.



"In the middle of September we'd still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now on how things could've been
It was worth it in the end"

For all the times I didn't want to give up on us. For all the times being so stubborn and hardheaded for wanting to work things out between us, I did so many other stupid things, not to be mentioned. And for all the times, I kept questioned myself if it would be worth it in the end. As it seemed now, perhaps it isn't? However, not being pessimistic, it was worth it. It really was.

After all the heartbreaks, all the tears we shed upon each other, all the shouting that has been going on, all the tantrums thrown, all the lies we put on each other's backs and all the shit we have gone through together, we still have the scene of the rainbow to keep.

It hurted, the same way it did for you. But subsequently, I think it really taught us alot. There isn't anything to lose but everything to gain. Though I may not be able to get over the moments at times, there shall be one day that I'd be able to carry on walking forward and look back at these memories we had & smile to every bit of it.


You shall always live in my memory and be an inspiration to my life.

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Artists and their songs LOL

Bruno Mars had a Grenade, and Taio Cruz had a Dynamite, so they both threw them at Katy Perry who exploded like a Firework. The bang was so loud that the Black Eyed Peas forgot The Time, while Rihanna had memory loss and ran around saying Whats My Name. Eminem looked around and said?? Im Not Afraid, then Willow Smith began to Whip Her Hair, which scared The Far East Movement who began to fly like a G6. Nelly then woke up and sighed as he said it was Just A Dream.

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A bigger mess?

Ahh, I don't exactly know how to start this off. It's been so long I've been in this state of confusion. I'm not sure if it is receding or am I just getting myself into a bigger mess.

To C,
I really am sorry for all I have caused you to go through. It may seem that I know
best in every situation based on all the advices and stuffs but you know like what?
Just heck it! As the proverbs go, "Its always easier said than done". I am just a
screw-up. I don't know what it really is, perhaps I am just using you to fulfill the yearns
of my heart? The emptiness within? I can't be sure of.

Well, I am happy to see you today though :) It's never about the rush or what. It just feels
so temporary. I have no idea. Laying all the other matters aside, I just wish we would remain
being good good friends under any circumstances. I know I have my own faults and blames to bear as I made empty words without really considering it. For that I'd apologize again.

Thinking about it, about how much I used to love you before. Whether it made sense or not,
I really did. And you chose to blew it off. I really don't mean to dig up the past but I really
meant it when I said there isn't going to be any turning backs. Sighs, I know maybe sometimes
I might be signifying something or more rather known as giving false hopes but yeah... I guess
we both have came to that agreement the other day. Even for several times and I hope you would be able to accept what I've proposed. I know I'm being selfish at times. Hmmm =/

And this is for J,
As much as I tend to fall back into the same old person I used to be, I yearn for change. Ahh, I know you've always told me to change for myself and that I could do better but I am not always as strong as I've always been. You are matured. In fact, a thousand times more matured than I am? One year time. Its always worth the wait for someone like you.

After my major breakup with my ex, I could barely breathe. Uh, okay its a lil' exaggerated but well, that's what expressing is all about isn't it? LOL. Okay getting back on track, I really wouldn't put up a serious relationship with any girl out there till I'm really ready for it. In short, the next girl I am going to be with is going to be real permanent and long-going.

As a random fact of myself, I've never really allowed love to grow by itself. Well, I am from a boys' school and yeah you know... it makes me tend to take things more quickly than boys from a mixed school? That's my self-concluded statement. Haha. Alright, and its like... you know, I find it really hilarious at times how I got to like you. You used to be this dumb, old fashioned and the most insensible girl on planet Earth to me. From how you would smack me for no proper reasons, shouted at me across the street that everyone could hear,

Fortunately, all of that has changed for goodness sake. and I wish things would go better as I get to know you :) I hope all that would be revealed as times flows is a bright future and I just felt that you were the type that I would want to be with.

And for me,
Whatever it is, I'd always put my studies at first place and that I would never neglect it. No matter what it is, I would strive and persevere to achieve my ambition as an engineer in the years to come. Also, as much as it puts me in a confusion, love is always second. What more in the context of boy-girl-relationship. I think I would wanna learn how to love my family and home beforehand. Love is always second and that it would always be.

Sometimes things could just go worse if you keep thinking about it. And also, at times there aren't going to be any solutions to certain problems. However, one thing I've always believed in.
Time cures and that time is able to sweep away the scars, resolve the confusions but nevertheless, carve meaningful memories in our memory.

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HOLY SHIT!!!

Rarely does a thief get more unlucky than this guy! While trying to break out of the East London Museum, scared by the alarm he accidentally triggered, this guy slipped from a tree he was climbing and sheathed an iron fence post with his asshole. The screams of the man echoed around the museum (who would have thought?) until he was heard by a man driving past.




The fire department rushed to the scene and were forced to cut the 30cm long steel spike from the fence so that they could remove him. As expected, the spike damaged his rectum and intestines. The most ironic thing about this guy is that he might be the only felon to get violated in such a violent way without making it to prison first.

News taken from nicholascobb.com

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Little bboys nowadays.

As I was just spending my free time checking out some videos of bboying from YouTube,
I came across this video in which a kid about the age of 8, having a
real competitive b-boy battle against a full grown adult breakdancer.

Upon my amazement, I decided to check up about him in Google and his name was Angelo Bagidad from Mexico. He's also known as Lil' Demon, his stage name and most importantly, HE IS EIGHT YEARS OLD.

Young talents are developing all throughout the years, even in Malaysia itself! I couldn't recall his name but there was one little boy at the age of about 14 or so, who's running a company and giving lectures that earns him few hundred an hour. All I can say is just, WOW.





Check this out & make sure your eyes stay intact and don't pop out. LMAO :D

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